I Love You But It’s Okay

I told you I’ll be okay,
When you said you can’t love me as much as I love you
I said it’s okay,
When you said “Im sorry” I can’t reciprocate
I showed you I’m okay,
When you let me read your letters for her
How many times will I say the word “Okay”
For you to notice I’m not?
How can I love myself when you’ve taken away all the love I have?
And
When will be the time for me to say goodbye to the love I never had – I’ll never have.